Song YUNGBLUD - casual sabotage

Hiding here in camouflage
When they say that they want me
You love me
You need me
Call it casual sabotage
Yeah, you think that it's easy

I'm tryna get to sleep with the lights on
Cause I am confused and I'm frightened
I'm tryna get to sleep with the lights on
Cause I don't understand this on my own

I'm just a messed up kid
With sewn up lips
I can't take this shit
I need to exist

Sitting staring at my watch
I can't tell if it's morning or midday or evening
The pressure got my head in knots
And I don't know who's deceiving

I'm tryna get to sleep with the lights on
Cause I am confused and I'm frightened
I'm tryna get to sleep with the lights on
I don't understand this on my own

I'm just a messed up kid
With sewn up lips
I can't take this shit
I need to exist

Burn me down till we're nothin' but enemies
And shut me out till we're nothin' but friends
Burn me out till we're nothin' but enemies
And shut me out till we're nothing but friends

Burn me down till we're nothin' but enemies
And shut me out till we're nothin' but friends

I'm just a messed up kid
With sewn up lips
I can't take this shit
I need to exist